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Today was a bit rough. I got some disappointing news and I am always stressed enough as it is. It's hard when you feel like things are out of your control. As a high school senior, I'm feeling that especially, and there are times where I will try to control other things in my life, but sometimes it can turn unhealthy. Here are some ways that I've found that help me stay more mentally well and stable

1. eat, drink, sleep: When you're in a stressful situation, you need to replenish your body. Personally, when things got hard for me today, I ate when I was hungry. Don't force yourself to eat or force yourself not to eat. Just replenish your body as it tells you to.

2. Exercise: I suck at this one, but it helps to get out of bed and just do ten jumping jacks. My mom always…

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I have found that Qingque and Kafka are my favorite characters from HSR. Also that one guy who flies on the swords. I like him too. Nevertheless, all of the more popular characters have merch like photocards I can get and put in my phone but not my girlies! oh no no no they got NOTHING.

So what do i do? I guess I have to make my own.

UGHHHHHH THAT'S SO MUCH WORK

The question is if I would rather have no qingque or kafka or even gaming merch adorning my phone as if to say I am a fan girl please.

Anyway, in other news, today I cleaned my room, and communicated with my friend when something bothered me. Both ended up find, and I am now happy. That's an important thing, if you have a problem with something, just communicate that you do. Or else the…

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I am so obsessed with Honkai Star Rail and it's getting to be a problem. Well, not a problem. If I have the time I might as well enjoy myself.

Today I went out with my dad and went to a driving range and hit golf balls and it was so awesome because I hadn't been to that driving range in YEARS and because I got to spend time with my dad. It was just so wonderful. Sometimes my dad can get on my nerves or make me really angry, but I still love him. Not because he's my dad, but because he's a person I really love.

I think it's important not to love your family just because they're your family or because they raised you. That's gonna lead to resentment because you feel like you're trapped in a situation you really don't want to be in. I…

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A big thing happened today! Instead of playing a video game, I made the active choice to work on my capstone project. This is a big deal to me, not only because I have a problem with discipline, but because I have been putting off doing work on this project for a long time, because I have either been too tired, had other things to do, or just didn't want to.

This is showing me that for one thing, I have gained some energy back. This is to be expected because I've slept for the last 3 days for over 10 hours per day. But it also shows me that I'm getting better at forcing myself to do something even if I don't want to.

I was reading this book called Atomic Habits, that discussed being 1% better every day. It's not a considerable change, and no one's gonna…